anyway, yeaps this is my first posting. hahaha. and by the way, thanks saqina for making this thing for me. :P.  and as promised, this posting is abt me thinking abt being a lesbo. HAHAHAHA. no la, no plans to turn lesbo, YET. but yeah, y are guys more interested in meeting lesbos than meeting straight girls?? it's not like they'll get those girls anyway. anyone care to explain?? coz i seriously don't get it. other than that.. a 'teacher' said something in class last year, that i think encourages kids to be gays and lesbians. what did the 'teacher' say? hahaha, ask me personally and i'll answer coz i don't think it's  appropriate for me to be telling others why it's okay for us to not go straight. i might get sued or at the very least get in some big trouble because of that. hahahaha. 

in other news, will be starting uni in less than 2 months. am not feeling so good abt it. maybe it's just because i hate changes. okay, maybe not hate, but i'm not a big fan of it either. i kinda like things now, very calm, very assuring, very easy going. and besides, why change something that is not broken? why complicate the easy things? i miss being in school. coz in school i don't need to worry much abt my choices. but now, it seems like every step that i'll take, is a huge step. and i can't turn back anymore if that step is a mistake. and if i fall, i'll fall deep. so yeah, i'm worried. :(

oh yeah, a shout out to all my teachers! HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! u guys rock my world! hahaha. and to arif, khairi, khaira, janitha, veronica, zahirah, danial, and zharif.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! u guys are now one year older and one year wiser. hahaha. atleast, some of u are la. :P